I'm going to bed after this. . .

I want to just dive into my children's lives. I just want to enjoy them and not be tired when it is time to play. I want to teach them new things, comb their hair, take them to gymnastics, and drum class without focusing on anything but them.

I want to be that mom cheering them on for every small accomplishment. Smiling at all their new discoveries.

I want finances to be the least of my worries. I want to have all the time and energy it takes to love them.

I want true balance.