Everything that is happening to me right now says- stay at home with your children. First of all, I am having no luck with the position that I would like to have next year. Its getting down to the worst case scenario- who wants to choose between the worst cases?

I got two dvds from my friend the other day- Click and Break-up. Both movies had the same sentiments- enjoy life, love, and family. Appreciate the little things and pay attention to all the things that really matter such as family and relationships.

I really just want to stay at home part time and work part time. It is driving me crazy because I really don't feel like I have a choice, but I do. ITs just that I will have to face everyone who says, "Are you sure you can do this?" and I don't want to struggle to live this way-pinching pennies and robbing peter to pay paul. I guess I am really asking myself this.

There is a way...my job will be there waiting for me when I am ready to go back. The world will always need good teachers. Can we afford this? I will not have to pay for daycare. The kids will drive me crazy. But they won't stay this age forever.